<< A real life miracle >>
Dear Brothers and Sisters,
Please accept our humble pranams! All glories to Srila
Prabhupada and Srila
Gurudev !!
Recently we had gone through a real nightmare which I
would like to share with all of you as it is still fresh in my memory. On 29th
May 2011, my wife (HG Shilpa devi dasi) who was at the 7 month of her pregnancy
was hospitalized. At 2 am she had severe bleeding and I had to drive her to the
hospital, which was 60 miles away in a neighbouring country. Imagine driving
someone for 1.5 hours that too at any point this person could bleed to death,
but my wife insisted that she should be dropped at this private hospital and
not at any other hospital. For sure, Paramatma guided her the best direction as
it proved that it was the best hospital and most probably both she and the baby
would have died if taken in other hospitals. Our beloved spiritual master H H
Mahavishnu Goswami Maharaj always says, “Krishna
works in miraculous ways.”
My wife told me later that she was convinced that she
was going to die and she accepted this fact also, as one of the Western
astrologer had told her long time back, that it is possible that she will die
during operation. While driving as well as in the hospital, until the moment of
operation, my wife constantly offered prayers to Lord Nrsimhadev. When we
reached the hospital the doctor examined the baby and noticed that the heart
beat of the baby has almost stopped and he immediately asked for preparation
for surgical intervention. Somehow again by Krishna’s mercy, I was watching the
heart beat in the monitor. I noticed that the beat was coming back, in a very
sober state. I told the doctor (who was in panic), “Please wait. Don’t take
them to surgery. I saw the heart beat was coming back.” I don’t know how this
is possible (must be the Paramatma in doctor’s heart).
Interestingly, the doctor listened to my advice and he
said, “Ok. We will wait; but monitor her heart beat for 24 hours and so it
happened that these 24 hours were like Lord’s blessing time, to prepare the
baby for premature delivery, to stabilize her breathing etc. Next day at 4am
the bleeding started profusely again. The baby’s heart beat again became
unstable. This time, my wife told the doctor, “It is time to take me to the
surgery room.” She called me and said, “I am going to be operated.” I remember
driving to the hospital at 4am and I prayed so intensely to the Lord, as never
before in my life.
After the operation my wife told me something amazing.
She told me that just before they gave her the sleeping shot at the operation
table, she also prayed very sincerely and intensely to the Lord Nrsimhadev. She
told me, “At that time, I fully concentrated my mind on the prayers, so much so
that I forgot everything – home, my 3 year old daughter, baby, you. I saw death
coming and I just concentrated my thought on the Lord. When I felt asleep I
noticed that I left my body and I saw a brightest light I have never ever seen
in my life. Out of that light Lord Nrsimhadev appeared. Pointing at my dead
body full of blood He told me, “Do you see what has remained from your material
life?” I looked at my dead body and understood what the Lord was saying. I
told, ‘My Lord I am ready to die and You do as you like; But please accept my
request. I feel I am not pure enough and I have left my young daughter (Mira
age 3) at home.’ After few moments of silence, Lord Nrsimhadev with most
blissful smile told me, “I will give you a second chance.” and disappeared
together with this great radiance.” My wife Shilpa, aged 39, is a Muslim by
birth and we live in Kosovo, Yugoslavia. Few years ago she came in touch with
Srila Prabhupada books. She got brief association of our beloved Guru Maharaj
who had compassionately given her shelter and had blessed her with the name
Shilpa devi dasi. She chants her rounds and has just basic knowledge of the
shastras. But by the inconceivable, causeless mercy of Srila Gurudev, Srila
Prabhupada and Lord Narasimhadev, she was able to get a second chance and both
she and our second baby Maya, were able to survive. Next day the whole medical
staff came to see her in disbelief. Many senior doctors were surprised to see
them alive and told her, “99% of the patients die in your condition!” But they
did not know that Lord Nrsimhadev wanted them to live. Please remember that there is no difference between
Lord, His holy names. They are indeed same in identity. This
incident again reminds us the truth in the Srimad Bhagavtam verse 1.625
(Maharaj’s favourite verse)
etaavad uktvo pararaama tan mahad /
bhutam nabholingam alingam ishvaram aham
ca tasmai mahataam mahiyase /
sheershnaava naamam vidadhe anukampitah
“Then that Supreme authority, personified by sound and
unseen by eyes, but most wonderful, stopped speaking. Feeling a sense of
gratitude, I offered my obeisances unto Him, bowing my head.”
In the purport to the above verse His Divine Grace
very nicely says – “That the Personality of Godhead was not seen but only heard
does not make any difference. The Personality of Godhead produced the four
Vedas by His breathing, and He is seen and realized through the transcendental
sound of the Vedas. Similarly, the Bhagavad-Gita is the sound representation of
theLord, and there is no difference in identity. The conclusion is that the
Lord can be seen and heard by persistent chanting of the transcendental sound.”
Below are some of the lessons which I learnt from the
above experience.
1. In good or
bad times – always have faith in Lord. In the pretext of not being an advanced
devotee, no association, less sadhana etc, we should not lose faith on Lord’s
mercy. Just go on with devotional service. Lord will definitely come. Do not
doubt.
2. 2. At the
times of death or any other calamities, even though we may have so many friends
and family members, people will not help us. If some one is there to help us,
so far so good. But whether anyone is there or not, only Lord is our sure and
permanent shelter. So instead of having unnecessary expectations from others,
just depend only on Lord and offer Him sincere prayers. It is FREE and you can
perform it ANYWHERE in this material cosmos,what to speak of this planet ?
Our daughter Maya (devotees named her Yoga Maya devi
dasi) is expected to come out of the hospital soon. For more than a month now
she is inside the baby incubator. To everybody’s surprise, she never had any
difficulties even though she was prematurely born in 7 months. From the very
first day, she breathed without machine support and never had any difficulties
even though she is fed with artificial milk. As Maharaj would always say and
show in his personal life, “If Krishna wants somebody to live, that person will
live.” We humbly request all of you to bless her that she becomes servant of
the servant of the Lord and request you to please continue with the wonderful contributions
to Granthraj group.
Sri Sri Prahlad Narasinghadev Bhagavan ki Jai !
Granthraj Srimad Bhagavatam ki Jai ! Srila Prabhupada
ki Jai ! Srila Mahavishnu Goswami Maharaj Gurudev ki Jai!
We request your blessings to remain under the
protection and shelter of Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudev.
Thank you very much,
Your most fallen servants,
Muralidhara Krishna das, Shilpa devi dasi, Mira Bai
devi dasi, Yoga-Maya
devi dasi, Kosovo (ex.Yugoslavian state),
Europe.
(Taken from http://biren-nrsimha.blogspot.sg/ with Thanks)
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