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Mar 13, 2015

Sri Lakshmi Narasimharin ellaiyilla karunyam....

Every sat we as a family will sit together, and will recite 32 mantra raja patha slokam...with 32 lamps lit and with different types of flowers... we all love that part of the week so much :)

This happened on first week of February.
We had planned our divyadesam trip on second week of February. We had invited about 30 bakthas..

For the past 6 months, we were thinking/planning about our trip to kanchipuram. (we stay in singapore)

my kid ShreeSimhan, loves our quiz time before sleeping....
           "which perumal have kal kudirai as Vahanam?..
            Which thayar name is ennai petra thayar,
            nilla thingal thundam perumal ennga irukaru,
            'enga paduthukka?' nu entha perumal ketaru,
            pundarika maharishi enna panaru
            'ahameva param deivam' yar sonnaru
           "
... wow... wonderful days...
perumala pakkarathu oru sugamna .. pesarathu atha vida sugam....

Our previous trip was to Ahobilam, and each person in our group felt so much excited and blessed...

Few days before this Kanchipuram trip, because of heat i had a heat burn near my leg area, and it became worse day by day.

Couple of days before our India trip, on a sat, just before our regular Sat puja, I really couldnt bear it...We just had 2 days for our trip... i felt too much pain while taking each step... I was not able to walk from my room to puja room even....

And with tears i sat for the puja...I was not able to sit too.. With tears i started the first mantra raja patha slokam...for the second one, i learned to adjust my posture so that i can continue my puja....

All i wanted was the trip should happen and all 30 of us should get that wonderful feeling of being blessed by our narasimha perumal....

after finishing 32 mantra raja patha slokam, i stood up slowly...
i swear on my kid... the burn has vanished.... with tears im writing this...
im not worth it... im not worth it.. im not worth even a bit of his karunyam.... but i need it...

Sri Lakshmi Narasimhar thirupathangale gadhi...




1 comment:

  1. The first time I read it I was crying. I can feel your emotion. My brother got sick & I did Laxmi narsimha sahasranaam. The doctor warned he may need to be admitted but he recovered at home in couple of days only. A week later my mother collapsed. She was taken to hospital while I sat and read Laxmi narsimha sahasranaam crying for help for my mother. All her reports came normal and she was discharged in 2 days & is totally fine. And now as if the woes will not end.. I fell sick and somehow pulled my muscle. I cannot sit or walk I am in so much pain. I read the Laxmi narsimha sahasranaam yesterday and felt some relief. Again today I am in pain. But I have never felt closer to Narsimha. I changed Matah Narsimha Pitah Narsimha and I kept crying. It is like I have finally found my calling. I just know that narsimha listens to me. How kind he is. And I too feel.. I am not worth it and yet his divine blessings are showered on me ... It is a miracle. Only my heart can feel it

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